he had my permission to go ahead with the procedure. i thought it would give me more confidence in life, it would change how i was treated, how i behaved. i mean, i was such an outcast...so, it had to be what i was, who i was, right?
when all was said and done, when i woke up from that living sleep of the dead, i discovered that i was wrong.
changing sex was not going to change my basic personality, i have remained the solitary individual i was before and now i find myself not only a woman, but, a lesbian to boot.